TenshiNoGarasu

I hate feeling sick. I hate it even more than actually being sick. I feel like a coin. I'd like to be somewhere warm, I'm tired of feeling the cold. I'm also tired of selfish people. I'm proud of myself, I've started to write this one thing (it's a serie of drabbles), and it's the first thing I've written in ages. At least the first thing in ages that I might even publish. I don't like myself sometimes, I should get a bit more of consentration, and I should stop getting tired of things so easily. I think I might consider going to guitar lessons, but I'm a little afraid of schedules. Why are the people I want to see so far away? I've n

Summer is over and it's time for us to wither too. They say we should know what we are going to do from now on. I haven't got the slightest idea. I've never been this tired. I need a change. I'm pretty sure the next year will be bad, in one way or another, it's the three year cyckle. I really want to see this one guy, but it's been too long since I've seen him, I don't really know him anymore. I don't really know anyone anymore. As I've got to know myself, I've kind of lost everybody else. I guess that now that I know myself better, I should let the others to get to know me too, but it has gotten pretty hard due to some things. A new s

Tavoittamatonta on vaikea tavoittaa ja omaa pelkoa ei voi juosta karkuun. Yksin ollessa edes musiikki ei täytä tyhjää tunnetta. Hiljaisuus on kauneinta musiikkia kun ei halua kuulla, mutta edes hiljaisuutta ei saa hiljennettyä. On vaikeaa löytää kotiin, kun ei tiedä missä sydän on, eikä ole helppoa olla oma itsensä kun ei tiedä kuka on. Kuinka toimia oikein kun oikeutta ei edes ole olemassa. Ikkunalasin takaa me seuraamme maailmaa ja elämää, katsoen ulos, kohti muita ihmisiä, kaivaten, etsien aina jotain, jota emme ikinä tule löytäm&#228